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My Gift To You

By Lonely Shadow 

I live through my dark existence 

Only to bask in your beauty 

your eyes that shine like sapphires 

your smile that brightens even my sad existence 

I envy the wind that runs through your hair 

that touches your lips 

I long to touch you 

to hold you in my arms but I cannot 

for your heart belongs to another

so, I can only love you from afar 

your friendship means more to me 

than anything this world provides 

but like an angel you touched my heart 

in a way that I've never felt before 

cause I've never known what love is until this day 

I know that we are only friends 

but my heart wishes it to be more 

so I will still hope and dream 

that one day I can feel your lips pressed to mine 

to hold you in my arms and say, "I love you

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Holding back the tears that are dying to come out 

Nobody can know that I still think of you

We're over, there's nothing left of us

So why are the tears starting to fall?

It isn't supposed to be this way at all

We said our goodbyes, supposably moved on

You don't want anything to do with me

So why are you in my thoughts?

We fought all the time, non-stop

You always called me names

Made me feel guilty for everything

So why do I still need you?

I'm the one who chose to end it

I thought that was what I wanted

It was better off that way for both of us

So why do I still love you?

I won't let anyone know my feelings of you.

Nobody can know that I'm still loving you.

Please Lord, forgive me for I have sinned.

I've committed the biggest crime:

I'm missing you.